Rafi ZaborFrom the novel I, WabenziAvram, who retained the suffix "ovsky" that my parents had had removed from the family name when I entered grade-school, was another, altogether more primitive kind of Jew. Viewed across that black vinyl banquette he seemed normal enough, a taller version of my father with a larger, hookier but unlaughed-at-in-childhood and perhaps therefore more assertive nose, and a face whose putty had been roughed up with a bit of hasty thumbwork on the part of its ministering angel. Tufty whitening hair plumed out around his ears but was shaved short and high on the back of his neck. That neck might have provided a shrewd observer with his first clue to Avram's real strangeness: a tapering pillar that rose from shoulders that did not appear unusually large-there was no bulk as such on the man anywhere-lifting that beaked head in an eaglish bareness into its heights, it was braided, this pillar, with muscle you didn't ordinarily see on human necks, much less on those belonging to men in their eighties. From this neck, if you noticed it, you might pass to a consideration of Avram's wrists, which seemed thicker than wrists had any right to be; they looked like heavy rope each tributary strand of which was of at least maritime tensile strength. Having taken these in, one might notice the animal grace with which the old man sat even in that insufficiency of a Chevy, no hint of either a youthful or an aged slouch to him but a certain self-lofting quality, a feral wakefulness, the echo of a panther body instinctly alert: not a bad effect for a man of eighty-some. Underneath the distant uptown Manhattan bed in which Avram slept beside his necessarily docile wife Pearl-pronounced Peril, with a lightly gargled, nearly French uvular r in the middle-lay a 1930s axle from a Ford truck. Avram had brought it up (along with the ee that peppered his speech but which had lost much of its functional resemblance to the Spanish y from which it derived) from panthered South America with him in ‘48; it was the perfect weight for his exercises, he said. I had never seen anyone else able to lift it by one of its ends and with wrist-power alone or rigidly extended arm raise it to the vertical and slowly let it down again, or anyone beside him, let alone anyone his age, who could squeeze a bathroom scale in his hands and without strain run the meter past its 250 pound limit bang into its endpoint; but the most quintessentially Avramic demonstration of strength I could recall came at a family party in a Bronx apartment about a decade back when some vague cousin or other entered with one of his children, a boy about twelve years old and of normal size for that age, and Uncle Avram-a couple or six straight double vodkas to the better-who had not seen the child in question for a few years, put his wide right hand under the kid's bottom and lifted him at arm's length for the assembled company to see, saying, "Oh look what a beautiful child," while standing unaffected by the child's weight at the end of his arm with roughly the immortal poise of the bronze Poseidon in the Athens Archaeological Museum.
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Born in 1946 and raised in Brooklyn, New York, Rafi Zabor attended Brooklyn College, then went out into the world, living sequentially in the San Francisco Bay Area, Gloucestershire, London, Edinburgh, Boston, Istanbul, Colorado, Paris, Nashville, Jerusalem . . . puff puff puff. He's never held a teaching job, and has gotten by the best he can: odd jobs, some work as a jazz musician (drums). He's worked at writing but only started to publish, as a jazz critic, for Musician magazine in 1977, where eventually he became an editor and which serialized, in 1979, the opening chapters of his novel The Bear Comes Home, on which he resumed work after a fourteen year hiatus; it was published by W.W. Norton in 1997 and won the PEN/Faulkner Award in 1998. I, Wabenzi, was published by Farrar Straus & Giroux in 2005. Zabor is currently working on a short jazz narrative entitled Walking Bass and plotting a novel set in Turkey, If I Take the Wings of Morning. He's been all over the map but still lives in Brooklyn. Photo courtesy of the author
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