#003
Question of a lost person
At first I was just a kid, my cousin said bye.
My eyes were like fountain, and I burnt the feeling and shouted out loud,
family was there to make me calm, i slowly got slept, and all of it, gone.
The second time was, next to leaving her home, after a value time;
it felt heavy-hard, no sign of family around,
so I tried real hard and melted it out, my eyes got wet,
but found couple of friends to share and talk.
Now family is far and friends are gone,
stuck with a ruby hard cold brown dark in heart.
Got enough mature for shouts,
failed to burn and deprived of techniques to melt it down.
It is getting heavier than I thought,
fluctuating my breaths, scratching me inside,
my thoughts meets up like rubbing of mountains in my mind.
Deep, hurt, no blood flowing out,
just help me, let me know,
whether I am dead or alive.
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